By Myself

Don't leave me by myself
Trials and tribulations surround me
Love - this is what I desire
Give me to drink from the ocean of serenity
So that I may quench my desire.

Nourish me
Your omnipotence - engulf me.
Attire me
Spoil me
Immerse me
Just don't leave me by myself.

It's A Pity You Forgot Her

All day you work without a sigh, you labor in this little town,while at night you read with blood shot eyes and happily dreamfor that dream to be found. Your routine was to live, to love, for after all, it is your life, your town, your home. You are with family and friends who you adore but don't forget the girl you married.

Days turned into months and months turned into years,her life consisted of nothing more than time. Her heart only filledwith your every thought. Her soul that flashed with your anger tone.Now she sleeps all alone.

You've towered even though you were doubted.You've become what you knew not. Her goal was for you to loveand to believe in yourself and this was achieved, bless her soul.To love and to serve the man who she adored, whom she married - thistoo was her accomplished goal.

She stood behind you when she herself needed to lean.She gave up her home more than once, twice, too many times tonumber - All so you'd achieve. She forgot herself, hoping you'd remember.It's a pity you forgot her.

Happy Birthday, Now Put Me To Rest - From a Heart's Perspective

Twenty-seven years ago
I felt so lucky when I became a part of her,
I have no regrets
I have learned and felt so much
But she gives me no rest

I'm always alert
I try to be cautious because it hurts
I must admit I love the family reunions
I feel so many wonderful things
I recall she always plays with her wedding ring
She smiles and laughs
This is when I earn time and a half
But when she cries in pain, in agony
I'm treated as an enemy.

She tortures me ... Because of you, she abuses me!
I ache, Miserable I feel
So lonely, I hurt
Alone - Mind you is how I feel
I beat so much, I beat so fast
I beat when she thinks of you
I beat louder when she dreams of you
She gives me no rest - You give me no rest

Love her, Leave her or simply, Kill her -Put me to rest!!

Because of Me

If anyone is out there looking for me
Here I am
If anyone can hear my cry
Here I am
If anyone can help me
Here I am

In the corner of my bedroom
I tightly squeeze my knees
Not even letting go to wipe the tears from my cheeks
He takes his belt
He buckles it in place
Before he leaves he says to me,
"You deserved it YOU know you did!"

The Weather Is Cold - from the Soul's Perspective

The weather is cold
There's no driving snow
I don't want to know what you did last night
But you didn't do it - he did!

That was a long time ago
And tomorrow he will hold you
And I will wonder where you are
What you're thinking
And tomorrow you will lay beside him elegantly
And he will be taken by you
And I will wonder what you're thinking

The windows are left open and
A whisper of cool air enters
When you feel the breeze
It will gently bring you closer and closer to him
And he will be taken by you again
The curve of your back
The presence of his manhood
You will finally respond to his touch
And he will be taken by you again and again
And I will wonder what you're thinking

I know you - you know that
Stop! Stop thinking of yesterday
Believe you did all you could
All this I will happen to you
It will happen to you tomorrow
Let it
And when you respond to me
I will know what you're thinking
And I will rejoice for you!